.long night with no moon

it was cold and wet outside.
there is no moon as cloud will pour some water again.
me. sitting on the chair with my table lamp lighten my keyboard.
me. with my room mate already die on the bed with the pillows.
and yet i can't close my eyes and deeply enjoy my sleep.
remembering the past.
the moment when i really regret what i did during my past.
the moment when i try to erase you from my life.
you grew up to be a matured girl.
but me, still the boy just like you know 3 years back.
there is no way i can change the past.
its really happen.
its just really happen.
as i said to you.
"we never can be like we used to be."
indeed. its really happen.
shit. i do my routine as nothing happen.
working on my assignments.
do crazy stuffs.
yes. i am still me.
and the words.
"everything happen for a reason. people do come and leave. so do you."
good night. God bless me.